.CHUAQIQI !

ENTRY 203

2007-05-16T06:37:00.000-07:00

CHANGED LINK!

http://www.xanga.com/kelliechua

ENTRY 202

2007-05-08T21:23:00.000-07:00

tis my 202 post le nehh (:
will be changing my blog to xanga de
coz seriously i think look nice (((:

recently haf been contact-ing my zhuLaoShi [:
&& exams will be soon over..{finally}
left wif C.Chem,POA {tomol} & E.Lit {fri}..!
fridae hang-ing out my G.FRIENDSs! {look-ing forward}

will be chang-ing my blog to xanga straight after exams so...
miss mi till i am back....!!!!!

ENTRY 201

2007-05-01T07:15:00.000-07:00

EXAMS..!

woohoo...x)

hello people..!

HAPPY LABOUR DAY!

&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GOH PEI ZONG! (:

todae sch take off hence, i am off too..!

ytd had a early night But tomol is a short day so can slp abit later todae somemore no mood in slp-ing..

guess my mind wif full-ed wif lotssss of thingS >.<

exams is around e corner le so,

people revise yr work hor hor hor..!

& wish: you guy pass wif fly-ing colours x)

btw reali hope my mind will empty someday ]x

i wish ; i hope ; i pray

just now abit free so went into friendster to take a tour

&& just happen to saw something

something tat i shouldn't see.............. disappoint-ed ): ..................

anyway also saw a account of 'handsome&pretty'

they're reali handsome cute & pretty {oh my gosh...!} >.<

haas!

anyway.. anyway..

don't flirt & let me see.

i might not be able to hold my tears & wish u happiness l:

as long as you're happy ;

i am fine with it (:

ENTRY 200

2007-04-28T09:02:00.000-07:00

nth much to say...

I LOVE MY GALS! (:

zhi yao ni kai xin jiu hao [[[:

ENTRY 199

2007-04-28T08:14:00.000-07:00

ENTRY 198

2007-04-22T07:24:00.000-07:00

WO ZHI XIANG KAI XIN YI DIAN..!

我只想开心一点。。。！>.<

recently reali 很不开心..>.<

reali reali miss him alot..but he didn't even bother

always tht i am strong..

always tht i am doing my best ; in my best

BUT...

actually i'm not to him ):

我真的很不开心.. ):

todae went to book the overseas ticket

will be away from 31May-03June

is @ e beach..!!!! {my favourite}

i'm excited but..

我不快乐..!!! ):

好想哭。。真的好想。。！but i can't... ... ...

哭不出的难过。

ENTRY 197

2007-04-20T02:14:00.000-07:00

Why are you crying?
**I've lost something**
What did you lose?
**nothing becasue it never existed in the first place**
Than why are you sad?
**because nothing was everything I had**

" The worst thing in life is to have what you desire most right in front of you, but your to afraid to take it."

everyone has something that's worth fighting for

just because i hide my feelings doesn't mean they don't exist.

ENTRY 196

2007-04-20T00:33:00.000-07:00

LATE BELATED BIRTHDAY POST..!

130407 was my korkor de b'dae

forgot to post e entry & dere was lotssss of photos..! (((:

BELATED PHOTOsssssss...!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KOR KOR !

ENTRY 195

2007-04-19T07:57:00.000-07:00

FUCK-ing LIFE..!

reali hate e life i'm in now..!

maybe no one can sense e distance or even already sense-d e distance

but afterall nth change to make it beta...

so let's leave it just like tat or even worse >.<

dun feel comfortable in sch @ all

hate my life in sch...!!!!

maybe i haf used to be alone or even been thrown alone for survival...

wateva reason is tat

EVERYTHING CHANGES

i hate going to sch

i hate e life in sch

i hate everything in sch..!

no one was here even i need them

NO ONE WAS HERE !

y should i be there too?! (:

forget it ... forget it ...

to my boyfriend :

{he might not be read-ing my post&blog}

{or even dun even noe i had a blog -.-}

if u r in my shoes u will understand how i feel

but u r not ...

even though i am not in yr shoes i am try-ing my best to understand

but u did not

if i'm someone important to u, u won't treat mi tis way

... ... ...

DU LAN.

ENTRY 194

2007-04-13T19:46:00.000-07:00

lalalala..

no photo for tis post coz..!

hees i haven got e photos yetttt ... >.<

somemore e baking cupcakes de also haven get yettt..!

i'm gonna kill mummy -.-

ytd when to e children homes

&& some kids dere were reali cute especially huixuan [[[:

do our service learning dere

& I WANT-ED TO GO BACK THERE AGAIN !

they dun look as if they'r from a broken family

they look so cheerful lorr .. >.<

i wan to be their jie jie..!!! (:

alright will u/d all e photos when i got them okie? :DDD

todae i wan go VIVO wif mami & small aunt [[[:

i wan buy shirts..! haas! (((:

promise u will miss mi till i'm back okie?

ENTRY 193

2007-04-06T20:46:00.000-07:00

OUT-INGs wif GIRLFRIENDS..! :D

went out wif mummyJAS vien fiish shimin & cindyXIAO
actually is quite alot of us de
BUT...!
tis & tat tis & tat den left e few of us le >.<

nth much to tok about just haf fun & slack around in TOWN.....! hees (:

mum when to her grandma's house for bbq {i think so}

&& play-ed true or dare @ e centre of orchard road :D

{something must be wrong wif us} >.<

haas [[[:

post-ed my ytd tuition to todae ...

so...!

done wif u/load-ing photos.. & haf to go for 6hrs of tuition le -.-

sianz sianz sianz..!

e stupid life of study-ing x[

kill mi pls...! >.<

btw haven go for run-ing >.<

after tuition bahh... -.- {sigh}

{crawl to tuition centre le... -.-}

ENTRY 192

2007-04-05T07:40:00.000-07:00

LAST SPORTS DAY !

omg!...

tis year is my last year in wwss & sports day le BUT!..

ii nvr get any prize >.<

DIED! >.<

but @ least dere's cheer-lead-ing but... -.- i dance wrong if u haf noticed >.<

wakakaa! :D

but i guess still can see de lahh.. DIED onces again >.<

todae in class is peaceful w/o some of them

BUT!

our precious lin nvr come >.< sick le bahh..take care wor [[[:

hui xiang ni de :D

tomol morning gotta go jog-ing le

2weeks nvr exercise le..

so do u think it is health? -.-

'QUITE' healthy lahh -.-'''

haas! xD

& after tat go tuition for eng @ 11am den meet my precious & galsfren {^o^}

tomol feel like buy-ing shirt but den korkor b'dae next fri nehh

how to buy present for him when i haf no $ >.<

xue-de {shiter} -.-

&& ii onli plan to drop DnT nia

not comfirm yet even though got discuss wif mum but she wan see how i perform 1st

so ppl dun need keep ask-ing.. -.-

i want drop will drop nvr drop-ing also like tat

yr life haf to go on too (:

going crazy soon >.<

dO i loOk like i dun haf stead?! -.-

for god sake!

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND! <3

so many many days nvr see & tok to him le..

wonder how he's doing ... ... ]:

stead doesn't haf to stick tgt de mahh >.< as long as dere's him in my <3

[[[:

I MISS HIM LOTSsss !

{ crawl back to bed }

miss mii till i am back..!

ENTRY 191

2007-04-01T06:31:00.000-07:00

TODAE

sianz..sianz..sianz.. -.-

morning went over to Ah ma's house to pay a visit to my Ahgong [[[:

hao xiang Ahgong nehh >.<>

it's yr home afterall :D

todae xin qing bu hao slept for 4hrs in e afternoon after back from Ahma's house >.<

dun feel like doing anything den slp lor

actually wanna run but i hardly slpt for 5hrs -.-

den somemore todae eat alot tibits lor >.<

PLS LOR..i am get-ing fatter!

HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY! -.-

tomol school-ing again ...

sianz-ed!

ENTRY 190

2007-03-31T06:39:00.000-07:00

THURSDAY ]:

i can't rmb wat happened >.<

FRIDAY :D

went out wif cari & keithBoy [:

so damn long nvr see ahBoy le den shock-ed..wakakaa! xD

changed alot..reali! >.<

went over to clara's bbq @ night

crawl back home onli @ 11pm+

met my god-mother :DDD

memories flash back when in e past @ BLK725

I LOVE e DAYs YEARs MINs & SECs dere ! [[[:

KEITHBOY & QIQI [[[:

ENTRY 189

2007-03-27T21:40:00.000-07:00

MONDAY

after sch meet-ing all e GALSFRENDS for dinner..

but in e end had a confuse sotong coversation den end up some @ kenny den we {precious} @ LJS

haaas! sotong us >.< {kawaii de hor hor hor!}

den @ LJS saw dun noe who den call-ed my name -.-

so sorry to tell u tat i can't even recall wat happened when i'm in sec3

so if u guys happened to be frens tat is in my pri sch

tell mi who u r .. or else .. i'll haf no reaction to u [[[:

sorry i reali can't recall anything >.<

TUESDAY

house-meet-ing in e morning during rev-up time

den was like WTH >.< can uu ppl cheer -.-

but nvm lahh coz during lower sec we also like tat de haas!

but but but...

got beta abit hor hor hor :D

after sch 5pm had cheer-leading practice e dance

&& i was like a block of wood can >.<

nvm i will practice to be like a flexible block of wood

wakakaa! [[[:

@ night go pei dar

crawl back home onli @ 11pm+ :D

miss him loooooots! [[[:

WEDNESDAY

POP! :D

but ii did not go to sch coz need tc of sis (:

todae dar got work-ing wor so cnt see him but nvm lahh ytd pei him le

later haf tuition from 530pm-930pm

sianz sianz sianz -.-

hao ba ii go do hw le [[[:

miss mii till i am okie? :DDD hees

ENTRY 189

2007-03-25T00:20:00.000-07:00

逆光

也许我一直害怕有答案
也许爱情浸在风里打转
离开释怀等断肠又重来
有时候自问自答
我不要困难把我们挤散
我自卑自己那么不勇敢
你还没有到达
拥抱过还是害怕
用力推开你我依然留下
有一束光
那瞬间是什么痛的刺眼
你的视线
是谅解为什么舍不得熄灭
我逆着光却看见
那是泪光
那力量我不想再去抵挡
面对希望
逆着光感觉爱存在的地方
一直就在我身旁

我不要困难把我们挤散
我责备自己那么不勇敢
你还没有到达拥抱过还是害怕
用力推开你我依然留下
有一束光
那瞬间是什么痛的刺眼
你的视线
是谅解为什么舍不得熄灭
我逆着光确看见
那是泪光
那力量我不想再去抵挡
面对希望
逆着光感觉爱存在的地方
一直就在我身旁
我以为我能后退反复证明
这份爱有多不对
背对着你如此漆黑
感觉疲惫
却看见打开窗才发现你就是光芒
有一束光
那瞬间是什么痛的刺眼
你的视线
是谅解为什么舍不得熄灭
我逆着光确看见
那是泪光
那力量我不想再去抵挡
面对希望
逆着光感觉爱存在的地方
一直就在我身旁

ENTRY 188

2007-03-24T20:45:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY

HAPPY B'DAY GARY LIM! :D

ps so long nvr u/d le >.<

hope he like e present [:

after sch went out to JP wif precious in uni den

@ night went over to mum's fren K-BOX party & almost all 20+ >.<

{they tht i am as old as them} -.- i am JUST 16 hor hor hor [:

&&&

met dar @ 11pm+ after his work [[[:

crawl back home onli @ 2am/3am+ .. (((:

SATURDAY {baking cup cake TUITION}

due to e 'early' slp ytd wake up @ 9am/10am+ >.<

suppose to meet precious 930am in e morning but OVERSLEPT

hees :D

skip e cheer section to haf my backing cup cakes tuition [[[:

{bad gal..i noe} roll eye

but reali haf a fun time wif them! :DDD

went JP wif sia to search for garyL present

&& saw zikun & e rest of them [[[:

crawl back home @ 4pm+

{bought ENGLISH newspaper} 1st time ^v^ {so proud of myself!}

wakakaa! :D

went jog-ing in e evening @ least ran 6round e track {not bad le hor}

[[[:

family gather-ing w/o bro @ IMM so can't pei my dar le >.<

he must be reali tired @ e moment :X

miss him lots !!! :D

SUNDAY

call-ed dar in e morning to wake him up

{ans phone so fierce >.<}

late for my piano lesson @ 10am den reach-ed onli @ 1010am

xp {died}

den haf a 50min lesson cus took over bro lesson

{he went chalet le lor} envy >.<

able to take e piano test soon le [[[:

weeeeeeeeeeeeee~ !!!

didn't get e baking cup cakes photos so u/d soon IF onli i received it [[[:

ENTRY 187

2007-03-21T03:04:00.000-07:00

爱笑的眼睛

如果不是那镜子

不像你不藏秘密

我还不肯相信

没有你我的笑更美丽

那天听你在电话里略带抱歉的关心

我嘟的一声切的比你说分手彻底

泪湿的衣洗干净阳光里晒干回忆

折好了伤心明天只和快乐出去

这爱的城市虽然拥挤

如果真的遇见你

你不必讶异我的笑她无法代替

离开你我才发现自己

那爱笑的眼睛流过泪

像躲不过的暴风雨

淋湿的昨天删去(忘记)

离开你我才找回自己

那爱笑的眼睛再见爱情

我一定让自己让自己决定

泪湿的衣洗干净阳光里晒干回忆

折好了伤心明天只和快乐出去

这爱的城市虽然拥挤

如果真的遇见你

你不必讶异我的笑她无法代替

离开你我才发现自己

那爱笑的眼睛流了泪

当一个人看旧电影

是我不小心而已

离开你我才找回我自己

那爱笑的眼睛再见到你

我一定让自己让自己坚定

离开你我才发现自己

那爱笑的眼睛流过泪

像躲不过的暴风雨

淋湿的昨天忘记

离开你我才找回自己

那爱笑的眼睛再见爱情

我一定让自己让自己坚定

再见到你

我一定让自己假装很坚定

ENTRY 186

2007-03-20T03:48:00.000-07:00

still mi?

hope so too [:

if everything can be forgotten & start anew..why not? [:

...

ii really miss you lots!

no one noes including uu dun be surprise coz ii dun plan to say anything

are uu still single & availiable or your heart is with someone else?

ENTRY 185

2007-03-19T02:26:00.000-07:00

ENTRY 184

2007-03-17T06:50:00.000-07:00

I AM NOT OKIE!

ii miss uu lots >.<>

wo zhen de hao xiang ni

... ... ...

if everything was back; if onli i haven hurt uu; if onli we were in e past

... ... ];

kill mii pls...i beg u [[[:

I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! & I LOVE YOU TOO!

ENTRY 183

2007-03-15T05:12:00.000-07:00

MIE MIE & JIE JIE :D

ENTRY 182

2007-03-14T07:17:00.000-07:00

SENTOSA!xD

went palawan beach wif lin,vien,shiwei,fish,zhilin,jianxu [:

mi lin vien & shiwei went in e morning from 9am+ to 4pm+

den zhilin fish & jianxu later den join us around 2pm+ bahh :DDD

&&& I LOVE VOLLEYBALL!

but den hand swollen le nehh..is okie lahh ii like it can le [[[:

PHOTOS.

ENTRY 181

2007-03-12T05:08:00.000-07:00

ii am here to hunt for uu..RAHHH!

B4 EVERYTHING..

e photos during my blogskin spoilt

todae went back to sch to TKSS for dnt thingy den on e way back saw tis ferry wheel [: who will be e blessed 1 to go up dere wif their lover lehh? >.< tats wat ii am wonder-ing :DDD

ENTRY 180

2007-03-09T01:45:00.000-08:00

I HATE WWSS!

shit man!

stupid school lor.. >.<

recently see sch bu shuang but actually is already see not shuang just nvr say out nia lor :X

especially tat MEAT BALL!!! {shit her! shit her!}

stupid lor just giving out e results slip den also kanna scold-ed

fuck you la!ccb knn

of coz uu not excited to get result lahh coz uu r TOO OLD for our results slip!

PLS LAHH! -.- look @ yrself b4 uu scold ppl okie? uu r not even beta!

den worse of all is mr cris sick le den nvr come sch

everything also others teacher incharge den haf to see others teacher's face >.<

pls lahh ii go sch to study not to get scold-ed hor!

somemore my parents pay de fees de lor or else uu all eat north-south-east-west le lor >.<

btw..come on lor ..change time-table

hoping 'something' can be changed but end-ed up everything still e same still until same time -.-

everydae study until 5pm haven Os also already tired until siao liao lor PLS!{where's yr brain i'm think-ing}

stupid sia dun noe wat e hell e priciple think-ing >.<

still say got beta MY ASS MAN!

holidae like no holidae de lor >.<

everydae also go back sch

den somemore they r e one who wan to book time wif us den they themselves say they not free @ most dun remedial lahh!

for wat put sia e time slot should be arranged according to our time de lor not look @ YOU TEACHERS!!! >.<

SHIT U WWSS TEACHERS!especially SOME BODY!

spoilt my mood! -.-

ENTRY 179

2007-03-05T05:27:00.000-08:00

EVERYTHING SEEMS NOT GOING SMOOTHLY..!=x

something must be reali goes wrong somewhere.. >.<

everyone seems to be happpy but maybe they r not?

everything seems to go smoothly but actually it didnt? :X

uu nvr noe

COZ ii didn't knew it too ]:

hais hais hais

ii just hope everyone around mii will be happpy foreva after

[[[[:

but iif onli my wish come true

ENTRY 178

2007-03-04T06:32:00.000-08:00

BLOG SIAO LE LAHH! :x

stupid la.. >.<>

spoilt den spoilt le lor ii no time to search for a nicer blogskin so let it be ba! :x

HEY SHIT U BLOGSKIN!

ENTRY 177

2007-02-25T01:18:00.000-08:00

OUT-INGS after CPY celebration!

fridae after CPY{chinese pig year} celebration meet precious & 2guys
we went to chingay! [[[:

wakakaa! 1st time go chingay tats y abit excited BUT hai hao lor..

went far-east den to heren

eat sakay {dun noe how to spell la} >.< $70+++ expensive lor... ]x

den actually wan cross over to chinlesure {dun noe how to spell} but den e road was closed coz of e chingay >.<

den cannot cross le lor

den @ heren we took neoprint [: but for no reason ii dun like tis time neoprint but ii like e machine nehh :D hees

hang around till 9pm+ or 10pm+ den home sweeet home le coz mi & lin not feeling well ]x

can't high also dun noe y >.<

btw my blog post got problem so maybe onli ii myself can see e post

den so sad lor coz ii reali dun noe how to make

den just leave it like tat lor

wateva ii post iis just for mi to see haas! [[[:

sheng bing zhen de hen xin gu nehh >.<

ENTRY 176

2007-02-20T06:51:00.000-08:00

SCHOOL-ing TOMORROW!=x

todae went out wif fish to far-east [:

e shop was almost all close lor..including e shop tat ii wan to buy e shirt from >.<

tao yan nehh
so we went to a beri high class place to drink wakakaa! >.<

ENTRY 175

2007-02-19T21:55:00.000-08:00

2nd Day of PIG YEAR!:D

xiao gugu & eldest uncle wen to my house in e morning den after tat we went to xiao gugu de house >.<

coz all my aunt went overseas

SIANZ-ed.. -.-

ENTRY 174

2007-02-18T20:49:00.000-08:00

Lalala~...:D

tis year 1st reunion dinner wif my beri own family w/o any others ppl [:
1st time wor so took quite alot of photos
& we bought lots of foods

TIME FOR US TO EAT LE !!! [[[:

wakakaa! :D haf a reali happy time wif my beri beri own family (^o^)

1st dae of pig year ii cook-ed my own cheesy hotdog >.<>

bro mii & cousin; sophia [:

cousin{pearlie} cousin{debby} & mii..dote on both of them 2 MOST! :D coz they 2 more cute wakakaa! >.<

during tis type of season not forget-ing my other 3precious [[[:

beri 3precious :DDD

ENTRY 173

2007-02-17T18:12:00.000-08:00

HAPPY PIG YEAR! [:

wakakaa!...[x

happy pig year guys..hees [[[:

past few entry blog reali short but quite alot of photos wif my 3precious (^o^) {heees}

haven touch-ed my hw so left wif physics poa & dnt >.<

new year still got hw so tao yan de nehh =x

ytd went to watch "TWINS MISSION" wif gary & sia @1030pm show [[[:

watch-ed till 12am+ den walk home {bo bian no bus liao}

den they stay @ my house [[[:

actually wan watch movie de but den ii was so damn tired can?! >.<

den left they 2 to watch

&& all of us fall aslp >.< they slp @ my sis de bed den ii @ my bed {of coz} -.-'''

they 2 beri ke ai slp until beri kawaii haas! :D

but ii think sia didn't haf a gd night so must rest well wor..[[[:

they left in e morning around 7am+

both of them look so tired nehh >.< ps wor e bed ii noe beri difficult to slp >.<

but tis was e 1st time my frens slp over e night nehh heees :D

later should be going to ah po house ba since ah ma they all not in Singapore >.<

but now wait-ing for my little sis to wake up nehh [[[:

she iis a pig! (^o^)

but nvm la tis year iis a pig year so hope all of uu enjoy e year wor :D

kai xin jiu hao! :DDD

ENTRY 172

2007-02-16T23:49:00.000-08:00

ENTRY 171

2007-02-16T08:10:00.001-08:00

PRECIOUS OUT-INGS DAY!XD

morning haf our 2007 cross-country race
BUT!...

ii can't run so haf to sit dere slack dere & rot dere >.<

den sia, nicky, junjie, danieltan, mark, zhilin, joseph all get top20 lor xD

hees HAPPY HAPPY! [:

after cross-country meet my gals je mrt station @ 130pm

BUT...@ last all late {expected} haas! [x

den went to bugis &&& TAKE NEOPRINT! [[[:

so dman long nvr 4 of us come out le..worse iis so dman long nvr take neoprint tgt >.<

HAPPY HAPPY! [:

went far-east after tat && saw a shirt 22$ {so damn nice}

den met till mummy&rest hees [[[:

if ii am not wrong..none of us bought anything >.<>

ii want-ed to buy:

e brown half long sleve shirt 22$
2 normal plain wif simple picture t-shirt 22$ each
a diary cost-ing 12.90$
a white mini skirt around25$
a black short pant around 25$
a high heel boot around 70+$
a handbag around 10+$
a shoulder bag around 60+$
a doll shoe around 25+$
accesseries around 20+$

total: @ least 313.90$ {so ii need 400$}
DIED! I AM GOING TO BE A SUPER-DUPER SHOPPER! >.<

During tis new year ii haf to:

done all my hw by mondae
revise my maths & sciences
be guai & stay @ home
finish-ed all my slp-ing time
save money
skip all recesses & lunches!

tats all le ba [[[:

ENTRY 170

2007-02-16T08:10:00.000-08:00

宇恒-有你多好

回家路上经过了学校

好像没有当年热闹
学过什么大多都忘了

却还记得你的微笑

关于爱情我们都想得太好

总是在伤害中才学会思考

那次分手你曾让我

暂时的依靠

想起来原来你喜欢我比谁都早

我们曾经说好

爱情多不可靠

所以我们不要

变成情人好不好

如果真的遇到

爱上了谁都好

记得要第一时间让我知道

记得要第一时间让你知道想

你知道yeah~

如果时间不是往前跑

你在身旁那有多好

ENTRY 169

2007-02-11T02:16:00.000-08:00

went out wif my Dollie {galfren} to town & bought a heels & sunglasses

I LIKE IT ALOT! (((=

took alot of photos

first head-ed to far-east den take cab to bugis {abit poor liao}

den @ bugis sit sit head-ed down to esplanade >.< iis nice de lor

ate 4 candy floss tis week nono..should eb tis 2 daes haas

bougth a new spec black plastic frame wif red @e side (((= will be collect-ing on WED!{hees}

saw e swatch watch reali like it alot but cost-ed 120$ {faint}

&& saw a shoe damn nice black & gold e edges 70$ {faint onces again}

den ate my dinner @ esplanade food court {fried prawn noodle wif drinks}
haas! xD HAD A HAPPY DAE .. HAPPY NIGHT (((=

thansk zhilin for pei-ing mi go to e leg appointment

hao didi (((=

ENTRY 168

2007-02-05T05:30:00.000-08:00

mei mei & mii on my beri 16th birthdae night [=

e piece of cake tat bran get for mi [=
ahhhhhhh...
yummmmmmm.......
e strawbeery wallet & keychain from yuting & yeewen [=
a pillow from jon Lim [=
a necklace form my PRECIOUS [=

houyu made tis puzzle for mi [x hardwork nehh own effort wor (((=

e piggy cups from gary zhilin & sia [=
biscuits from Cris [=

Happy Birthday To Me !!!

ENTRY 167

2007-02-04T14:35:00.000-08:00

MY SADDEST DAY! ]x DEAD

040207...dead!

ii hate b'dae every year celebrating except his sadden-ing year

16years old?!?!?! =x

tomol haf-ing common test MATHS somemore

&need to pass up DnT Os Folio for another round of check-ing {faint}

ii hate 050207 !!! ]:

everything seems so wrong tis year dun noe y & ii dun wanna noe y...

e person whom uu look-ed forward to gif u a bless-ing BUT forgotten

tat's wat makes up e most terrible & sadden-ing b'dae >.<

ytd went to watch 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY' wif gary

@ first he say bored den @ e back den say nice -.- but of coz nice lor i call him go de nehh

ii wont waste money & time to watch not nice de show de hor hor hor! haas! (((=

e show was damn meaningful lor {if onli uu understand e story}

the colours of tears tat fall ]x

ENTRY 166

2007-02-02T05:27:00.000-08:00

My Biggest Wish List

to celebrate my b'dae wif my family peacefully
to get a gd L1R5 into JCs
everything will goes on smoothly {hopefully e history won't repeat}
be able to go back to e run-ing track
LOVE mustn't exist (((=
my little aunt & mii (((=

ENTRY 165

2007-02-01T04:42:00.000-08:00

(((=

todae abit miracle haf time to u/d blog but say honestly iis no time de but uu noe wat???

time can be arranged (((=

doing my D&t now while u/d-ing hees >.<

tomol iis haf-ing e beri 1st physics test ii think

& hopefully ii can pass so later gonna going study soon~ =x

should be able to rush my DnT Os folio by sat ba

& not sure if sat dere will be movie wif gary anot haf to see he free anot (((=

8years can be fast & slow ]=

这八年里。。我早已习惯没有你的日子，早已习惯没有你的影子。

其实我不再去想你，也不再去喜欢你。

只希望我们从前的回忆会一直留在心中的莫一个角落。。。(((=

ENTRY 164

2007-01-27T18:44:00.000-08:00

WEEKENDS = UPDATE TIME (((=

hees again again..finally iis weekends & time for mii to u/d my blog again

hees (((=

as usual weekdaes can't rmb anything BUT

FRIDAE

during PE we play-ed captain ball hees &amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;&& we won xD

den after sch went for leg appointment

&& went to watch e bball match but expect-ed to lose de so go dere onli to see nia tues going back dere again no matter wat >.<>

@ night went to Jas{mummy} house for her b'dae party

& we took lots lots of photos >.<

hees ((((((=

对不起。。。都已经来不及了

ENTRY 163

2007-01-21T22:28:00.000-08:00

wuzhun made a valentine bear I WAN NEHH!!! xD

he so shuai can?! >.<

ENTRY 162

2007-01-21T21:50:00.000-08:00

FINALLY U/D-ED...

wakakaa! seems like 1week nvr blog le >.<

so here ii am le nehh (((= hees

busy wif work is HOMEWORK everydae lucky now ii haf time to blog but somethings ii also forget le so nvr can blog wateva ii rmb-ed =x

now sch remedia on MON TUES & THURS till 5pm

&& TUES WED & FRI haf outside tuition from 730pm to 930pm

u see u see like tat sure die de lor somemore ii haf piano lesson on sundae lor >.<

I AM DIED! =x

er....ii forgot wat happened from mon-fri le

let's start blog-ing on SAT & SUN (((=

ytd went NGEE ANN POLY wif linlin den e sch was like so big can?!

somemore so hot & warm lor wan mii die nehh >.<

but afterall not bad nehh (((= hees

when to badminton court & track to take a look

hees got shuai ge got shuai ge

HAAS! xD

took e tour bus & went-ed around e sch touring {tats of coz} -.-''' den met yongkeong!!!

shionk man! haas but still tats e past le (((=

lin haf tuition @ 3pm so we left @ around 2pm+ && ii went to meet my mum

bought 1shirt & cut-ed my hair xD

&&&

todae actually meet-ing gary but he not free den cancel le so went out wif my mum to send a post to my america aunt (((= bought 1shirt also

&& ii am drop dead now SO TIRED MAN! >.<

recently took alot photos haas! abit zi lian (((=

forget wateva tat happened le haas! write till here then ...

don't love me. (((=

ENTRY 161

2007-01-14T00:15:00.000-08:00

Saturday Date (((=

dated wif my 2precious @ library BUT

sad-ed my another1 precious is sick && stay-ed @ home >.<

when to library for DnT Os coursework research &&

meet leonard & he brought his whole 'gang' along

HAAS! xD

dollie left to FOX @ around 4pm &&

mii&vien head-ed to LJS for our lunch-dinner

den to CCK (^o^)

another saturday date wif my together-gether (((=

chit-chat @ LJS for around 1hr

HAAS! (((=

den from jp to cck den from cck back to jp again

&& then to my house

bought colour pen for D&T den a hair clip den a black hair band (((=

took photo but u/d next time (((=

twinkle twinkle little star

ENTRY 160

2007-01-12T00:30:00.000-08:00

SHIT MAN!

OOOHHHH..GOSH~!!! >.<

tis week took my weight den was like PIANG! SO HEAVY?! =x

&& ytd ii just ate 2packet of tibits + 2&1/2 bowl of dinner + Milo&biscults in less den 3hours lor

]x DIED MAN!

den just now reach-ed home 1packet of maggi + milo&biscult

]x DIED AGAIN!

like tat of coz fat lor not fat den siao man..

so how?! gonna skip recess&lunch from next week onwards

&& exercise 2time per week @ least =x

no choice e consequences of eat-ing TOO MUCH!

think 5-6days nvr u/d le coz busy nehh >.<

got e D&T coursework le & e onli words ii can describe is DIFFICULT!!! =x

wan mii die sia & uu noe y ii eat so much?! becoz ii am a person when think-ing will think of eat-ing & thats y ii end up eat-ing so many junk food but onli got 4ideas -.-'''

6more ideas to go ]x DIED ONCES AGAIN!

nvm ii will find things to do W/O THINK-ING DE

&& slp more coz beri beri beri tired recently

so later gonna slp soon~ (((=

todae rain e whole dae lor somemore is from ytd till now lehh

stupid rain!

rain rain go away come again another dae...

@ tis moment broke man! =x DIED ONCES ONCES ONCES AGAIN!

piang! stress ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh...!!! feel like bite-ing someone's hand to vent my stress

]x hais

DROP-DIED !!!

ENTRY 159

2007-01-06T21:46:00.000-08:00

Weekends!!!

yippee~! weekends again but tomol start-ing sch again~

study-ing time ...... >.<

tired sia study 3daes onli den tired liao haas! wan be pig already xD

ytd went town wif vien to buy e freshimp jacket

so now 4of us also haf le weeeeeeeeeeeeee~!!! (((=

PRECIOUS! <33

finish-ed all my hw on fridae le so weekends can slack slack abit but also cannot too much

coz onli 2dae -.-''' but beta den nothing la hees (((=

todae start my beri beri 1st piano lesson

&&& haf 15pages of hw {faint} >.<

but finsih-ed le haas! ytd went home wif zikun&vien

haas!

he's a funny guy (((=

ytd also went to esplana dere sit sit den eat alot alot of things lor =x

whip-ed potatoes , spicy chicken shared wif vien , 2packet of candy flow den at night biscults wif milo OHHH..GOSH MAN!

gonna fat beri beri soon !!!

nvm heck heck fat den fat lor already used to wat ppl has call-ed & said bout mi...

todae is my father side grandma b'dae

&amp;amp;amp;& hope my mother side grandma will get well soon (((=

{tata} ii wan go rest liao xD

ENTRY 158

2007-01-05T05:30:00.000-08:00

SCHOOL REOPEN =x

tired~ !!!

weeeeeeeeeeeee~! study in air-con room kakaka xD

happy happy den JJ in-charge of e air-con haas! but den hor actually anyone also can just dun let teachers see den can le =x hees

piang first 3dae onli den haf hw liao stupid english man..y haf so many hw sia ]x so dao yan lor

&& mr tan damn damn unfair lor dote on 4H{no offence}

stupid de la dun wanna tok bout it later blood wan burst again =x

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JONATHAN LIM! xD

haas! nearly forget to write in blog hees (((=

ii still left alot hw haven do lor

so dao yan can?! =x troublesome sia cannot slack @ all lor

first 3daes den chiong liao steady sia no wonder call sec4 express somemore x/

arghhhhhhhhhhhhh~ =x

aiya tired liao la dun wanna blog le

abit tired nehh =x

hees WORKHARD LE WOR! xD

if ii dun make noise den ii am not mi le!

ENTRY 157

2007-01-02T22:14:00.000-08:00

Wakakaa!

hees (((=

todae when shop-ing wif dollie

head-ed to vivo first den to far-east

den took a guy hotmail who work-ed at XXXX {not go-ing to say} name call-ed XXXXX {private} haas! xD

&& we took 30min+ just to take his hotmail coz both of us dun dare

den in e end ii walk towards him &&& I GOT IT!

wakakaa! xD

dollie e rest up to uu le wor (((= {dun snatch from dollie!or else uu die!}

bought 1long sleve shirt & 1 fresh imp jacket!

wakakaa! xD

den reach-ed home aorund 9pm coz haf to buy dinner for bro&mum

reach-ed home look into my cardboard &found out ii got alot of shirts liao

so time for mii to work & earn lots lots $$$

$300 000 by 18 !!!!

JIAYOU! JIAYOU! JIAYOU! =D

ii want to work tgt wif him lehh >.<

tomol start sch le sec4s JIAYOU LE WOR!Os life iis start-ing just in e few hours time (((=

ENTRY 155

2007-01-01T01:40:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2007!

ENTRY 154

2006-12-31T14:06:00.000-08:00

Last Day Of 2006!

whooooooooooooo..~!!! whooooooooooo..~!!!

31 DECEMBER 2006! {last dae of 2006}

alot of things happened tis whole year

EXAMPLES:

- Cross country 17th position {24feb}

-Disney On Ice {16march}

- 3G class gather-ing {18march}

- Get my beri own IC {21march}

- 3G cool! S&D {12april}

make it a rule of LIFE never to regret & never to look back.

- Ladies Night {11may}

- Start Of tis blog {25june}

if uu r not back ii'll be going; sometimes must get hurt in order to grow.

- Carnival {22july} happy moment (((=

the sad-est things in world iis loving someone who used to love uu.

- Sec3 Adventure camp {24-26july}

some of us think hold-ing on makes us strong BUT sometimes it's let-ing go.

- 21km half maraton {27august}

- Hospitalise admission {4oct}

ii tried to laught bout it, cover it up wif lies, hiding the tears in my eyes.

no point regret-ing; it will onli brought more unhappiness.

- 3G chalet {30nov-2dec}

that night wif uu by my side everything just seems so right.(((=

- Ladies Christmas Out-ing {25dec}

so on && so fore.. (((=

nothing cann be back

不再对从前有所希望，不再去想念从前的回忆。=D

all e happy&sad times&moments will onli be e BEST MEMORIES in 2006 (((=

Bugis streets,Far East,Orchard,Clark Quay,Esplana,Towns,Beach,Voka,Shop-ing,Slack-ing,Play-ing,Spent-ing, blahhblahhblahh~!!!

so fun yet so sadden-ing (((=

let's enjoy e last 10hr+ ba

&& iit will be our Os life start..JIAYOU! =D

studies iis all tat ii left.

ENTRY 153

2006-12-30T23:19:00.000-08:00

Wakakaa!

took photos wif meizi&also alone haas! =D but not as many as linlin nor hees (((=

going to teach meizi bout blogger&friendster le

cos ii think she iis old enough to learn all tis && ii believe she will do it beta den mii xD

so decided to pass down to her && ii will onli focus on studies! studies! & studies!

suppose to go to grandma house

BUT BUT BUT..

end up also dun haf {as usual} parents broke their promise just like blink-ing their eyes

x/ I HATE TAT!

but no choice just follow wat they say ba...

den stay @ home e whole dae && tomol will be e same too

ROT-ING HOME DAY! => CELEBRAT-ING 2007! =x

sch will be reopen-ing soon in around 3daes time ba (((=

Holidaes Going To End! Slack-ing Going To End! x/

WORKHARD! WORKHARD! WORKHARD! xD

JiaYou ba! Happy 2007! Happy Os lifes! (((=

izzi becos of e cold weather

tat make us frozen

between each other?!

ii miss uu alot =x

ENTRY 152

2006-12-30T21:21:00.000-08:00

ENTRY 156

2006-12-30T01:54:00.000-08:00

Tata Young- I Think Of You

When I'm down and all alone

When nothing seems to matter

When I lose my hope

When I'm sad and confused

When it all gets turned around and 'round

I can't seem to reach for solid ground

When everything I've believed in seems untrue

All I have to do

(Chorus)

Is think of you

I think of you and it's gone

Like you chase away the storm

Making it all okay

I think of you

I think of you and I'm strong

And I know I can go on

It's like you set me free

When life gets the best of me

I just think of you

Now I know what love means

And whatever life may hold for me

Through the fire

Through the rain

I believe

Cause there's nothing I can't bear

Knowing that you will be there

If I fall I won't break

Through it all I'll make it through

Cause all I have to do

(Chorus)

And when I think I'm all alone

I can't see the way to go

Lost in the rain of my own tears

To wash away the pain and fear

For the good times and the bad times

I just think of you

Cause you know you get the best of me

I just think of you

ENTRY 151

2006-12-29T22:07:00.000-08:00

SAD-ED..

awwwwwww~

小白马王子 haf 心上人了=x

sad-ed~ sad-ed~ sad-ed~ x/ oohhh..gosh~ =[

" 离开后我没有哭反而微笑了。"

I've hurt myself by hurt-ing you..awwwwwwww~

iif onli uu were wif mii since young till now & foreva den uu will noe ii am always here since young till now & foreva (((=

因为太了解；所以很伤心

我们不能退后；但也不能往前走。

hais~ hais~ hais~

lucky sch reopen-ing soon~ so must focus on studies le 90% on studies 8% on slim-ing

&& 2% on slack-ing includ-ing play-ing

wakakaa! 用功的我！haas! =D

玫瑰色的天空

突然变得好美好美。(((=

ENTRY 150

2006-12-29T07:17:00.000-08:00

OOOH..GOSH~!xp

todae went out wif houyu first out-ing alone wif him since sec1 till now (((=

went VIVO city..actually hai hao la not as big as ii think lor =x

but den hor 1level we shop for 1hr (x wakakaa! kind of long hor hor?!

den actually watch-ed to catch a movie at VIVO city but den hor e queue nearly make mii faint x/ iis like most of e time slot iis run-ing out liao lor..du lan sia =x

den end up we went cinelesure to watch lor (((=

somemore hor e 1st time slot full-house den no choice get e 2nd slot lor x/

den b4 e movie we went far east shop shop (((=

btw from cinelesure to far east damn far can?! =x walk till sweat sia

den after tat rush-ed back to cinelesure for e movie lor (((=

last 140min so end-ed at around 9pm

e show alright la not as nice as wat ii expect-ed lor still can la =x

but Light more shuai xD

&& e gal reali reali chio lor..so lovely man~ iif ii am e guy go jio liao =DDD

no matter how others or wat others think;

iit doesn't matter.

but iif uu r e one who get e wrong ideas;

ii will used up all e explanation just to tell uu

' I Love You , Believe Me '. (((=

ENTRY 149

2006-12-28T06:27:00.000-08:00

I LOVE ORANGES!xD

tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk

wakakaa! haf been eat-ing orange tis few daes especially todae 2ORANGE =x

nicey nicey~! =D

tomol go-ing to catch movie so excited cos iis Death Note2

wakakaa! L so shuai can?!hees e gal also chio =D nvm tomol going to watch le

everything was so sudden;

wat am ii going to do?!

nothing can be back..sorry ='(

ENTRY 148

2006-12-27T05:42:00.000-08:00

sportsman so shuai man! includ-ing pretty also wakakaa! ..=D

I wan run! I wan run! I dun care I MUST run! =x

haas! so excited COS ii wanna run soon~!

weeeeeeeeeee~! WO HAO KAO XIN! =D

finally finish-ed my HolidaeAssignment le..so can start revis-ing all e stuffs

or else..

sch reopen can say go back sch slp in class onli =x or even go dere stress-ed up onli x/

so~..revise work beta nehh (((=

CHUASHIQI CHUASHIQI CHUASHIQI CHUASHIQI CHUASHIQI CHUASHIQI

ENTRY 147

2006-12-27T00:15:00.000-08:00

CHANGED BLOGSKIN ! xD

finally changed blogskin le..wakakaa! xD pink is e overall colour (((=

ytd went out wif lin fish zilong allan yz yc {7 of us}

den pity zilong haf to paid for e lunch @ pizzahut x/ haas!

SAUSAGE MANIA BAKED PASTA for mii !!!

head-ed for e movie NIGHT AT THE MUSUEM

&& thansk for zilong treat (=

e show was quite childish =x coz not mature enough wakakaa! =D

but overall it was quite alright ((((((=

home sweet home @ around 7pm+

next wed sch start-ing le

BUT BUT BUT...

ii am not prepared yet nehh =x

not plan-ing to buy any books & also plan-ed to free-hand go back sch on e 1st dae

awakakaa! =DDD

Things tat plan-ing to do BUT haven been done YET:

Visit MrsLau with PriGals
watch Death Note1&2 {maybe watch-ing Death Note2 on Fri}
Revision =x
Homework: English 1Book review
Shop-ing with Dollie on e last dae of DecemberHolidae
Hang out with PriGals
Get my eyesbag off =x

blahblahblah..

so now how?! rest well first cos ii tired le nehh (x

End the stupid wait-ing with the BIGGEST bless ;

for you .

&& start the wonderful day with the BIGGEST smile ;

for myself. (=

Let-ing go is wait-ing for the best tomorrow!

ENTRY 146

2006-12-26T23:49:00.000-08:00

For You I Will

When you're feeling lost in the night

When you feel your world just ain't right

Call on me, I will be waiting

Count on me, I will be there

Anytime the times get too tough

Anytime your best ain't enough

I'll be the one to make it better

I'll be there to protect you, see you through

I'll be there, and there is nothing, I won't do

I will cross the ocean for you

I will go and bring you the moon

I will be your hero, your strength

Anything you need

I will be the sun in your sky

I will light your way for all time

Promise you, for you I will

I will shield your heart from the rain

I won't let no harm come your way

Oh these arms will be your shelter

No these arms won't let you down

If there is a mountain to move

I will move that mountain for you

I'm here for you, I'm here forever

I will be your fortress, tall and strong

I'll keep you safe, I'll stand beside you, right or wrong

For you I will, lay may life on the line

For you I will fight, mmm, for you I will die

With every breath, with all my soul

I'll give my word, I'll give it all

Put your faith in me

And I'll do anything

ENTRY 145

2006-12-25T08:38:00.000-08:00

GALs CHRISTMAS DAY!

gals out-ing again~!!!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!!! xD

{both vien yin lin peggy cindy fishball}

go steamboat at clementi de =x

when to drink wif {vien fish lin}

ALL MY PRECIOUS WOR!

took photo wif a SHUAI GE nehh =x

happy dao~!!!

thansk for e piggy given by houyu

&&& e presents/cards given by my precious&baobeis =D

ENTRY 144

2006-12-24T13:03:00.000-08:00

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS! {hohohoo~}

celebrated wif gary & sia

wakakaa xD

went to eat steam boat {nicey nicey~}

after e steam boat went over to orchard to join

{woodie lay chen chang heng & eunise & 1of their fren}

5..4..3..2..1..MERRY CHRISTMAS!

wakakaa~!!! xD

poor thing sia kanna bully by THEM! =x

haas! gang bang him xp

head-ed back home after haf our supper at wat-so-eva-name de shop x/

den was around 2am+ le ba

&&& dere was no MRT !!!!!!!!!!

den we took e nigth bus home lor {no choice also} x/

so tired can?! =x

nearly fall aslp in e bus BUT ii nvr

wakakaa xD

reach-ed home around 4am+++

&&& now 511am was u/d-ing my blog (=

{yawn~} tired le nehh =x

todae waste alot of energy & $$$ by walk-ing & cab-ing

but overall was QUITE alright (^o^)

plan-ing to change by my blogskin b4 my b'dae

wakakaa~!!! =D

&&& bought 2 new shirt ytd

weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!!!

dun need go & buy new year shirt liao xD

iis far enough for 2007 le =D

HAPPY 2006 CHRISTMAS !!! hohohoo~ (^o^)

ENTRY 143

2006-12-21T06:40:00.000-08:00

HAPPY SHOP-ing ! XD

went bugis & fareast wif sia & fish todae xD

happy times wif them (^O^)

&&bring my sis along becoz she alone at home beri ke lian

-.- {ii gd sis hor?!} haas!

bought 5items for about $90

light colour jeans short $18
hello kitty brown belt $10
new future crown logo black shoulder bag $20
red&white so call-ed half dress{retro} $16
light brown bouse $20

haas!haapy dao~ but broke liao lor holidae stay at home no money take de lor or else i rich liao =x die le la like tat mon&tues how to go out sia

{wonder-ing in process} x/

&&todae ke lian de sia coz he haf to carry things for us

but ii in e end ii got take my things MYSELF HOR xD

haas! I AM A STRONG GIRL ! (^o^)

den somemore he wait-ed for us like hours den we end-ed our shop-ing at 8pm+

sorry le wor =x

but haf a great shop-ing dae wif them

cool frens right?! =DDD

dun noe mondae going anot lehh =x

broke le REALI BROKE LE! negative $50 nehh x/

wo zhen de hao xiang ni =x

ENTRY 142

2006-12-15T09:38:00.000-08:00

HOMEWORK DAE? SLACK-ING DAE?! XD

went jp library wif

lin vien jh cy allan zl yz yc & dun-noe-who =x

onli noe my classmates e rest is allan & zl de frens nvm ii beri sociable de

HAAS! =DDD

onli done 8QUESTION HAO MA?!

but done most question among them

wakakaa! xD

den went walk-ing around jp den meet sia to find gary ((((((((=

LATE TILL NIGHT =x

go ah po dere {as wat gary always tell mi}

den sit at e back watch them play got 1guy not bad =x

ii onli say not bad =DDDDDDD

den reach-ed home around going 12midnight

hees ((((=

OPPS..hungry hungry now x/

wo hao xiang ta =x

wo zhen de neng ai ta ma?!

ENTRY 141

2006-12-14T07:08:00.000-08:00

GYM-ing!

tata! todae went gym-ing wif sia (=

so happy! =DDD

went to jw de gym new de nehh first time go somemore will sia

wahahaa! =D

but b4 tat meet gary coz he reali bored to death le due to some electrical connection

&&& we 3 wear black shirt&short

siao siao nvr say tgt de nehh den end up all 3 same but maybe is coz we 3 normally colour is black ba (=

den do e work-outs seems years went to gym

&sia was e one chiong-ing ii am e one slack-ing

wahahaa! uu noe too long nvr go back will tired beri fast de nehh xD hees

den from 5pm+ till 830pm

great job! wakakaa! xDDD

tomol will be going study wif my classmates & gals

let's chiong tgt ba =DDD

ENTRY 140

2006-12-08T21:35:00.000-08:00

xD die!

u/d le! haas! =DDD

ii become more & more lazy le but maybe becoz at home nothing to blog bout

{tats y} (=

changed my blog song to ENDLESS RAIN recommend-ed from 1fren

e MTV was QUITE sad quite onli

ENDLESS RAIN by X Japan iif ii am not wrong they already not as a group le

&& e MTV iif ii am not wrong iis a last time they sing as a group or wat coz dere got put [last live] ya u noe LAST! (=

so tats y ii think iis e last time as a group sing-ing

sad hor?! =x

not forgetting ...

my holidae assignment! xD

touch-ed onli abit somemore is reali abit onli x/

die liao la sure die de no matter wat must start do-ing le or else sure die de so decided that b4 next week end all e assignment MUST be finish-ed (=

JIAYOU! =DDD

&&& Gary ii u/d le hees (= jiayou for yr test tooooooo!!! =DDD

ii wan go out (=

XiaoQi bu xiang ran ni tong ta

我不想爱上你

因为我只想喜欢你...

ENTRY 139

2006-12-08T21:15:00.000-08:00

X-Japan - Endless Rain

I'M WALKING IN THE RAIN

yuku ate mo naku kizutsuita karada nurashi

karamitsuku koori no zawameki

koroshi tsuzukete samayou itsu made mo

UNTIL I CAN FORGET YOUR LOVE

nemuri wa mayaku tohou ni kureta

kokoro o shizuka ni tokasu

mai agaru ai o odorasete

furueru karada o kioku no bara ni tsutsumu

I KEE MY LOVE FOR YOU TO MYSELF

* ENDLESS RAIN, FALL ON MY HEART kokoro no kizu ni

LET ME FORGET ALL OF THE HATE, ALL OF THE SADNESS

Days of joy, days of sadness slowly pass me by

As I try to hold you, you are vanishing before me

You're just an illusion...

When I'm awaken, my tears have dried in the sand of sleep

I'm a rose blooming in the desert

IT'S A DREAM, I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU

madoromi dakishimete

* repeat

I AWAKE FROM MY DREAM

I CAN'T FIND MY WAY WITHOUT YOU

THE DREAM IS OVER

koe ni naranai kotoba o kurikaeshite mo

takasugiru hai iro no kabe wasugi satta hi no

omoi o yume ni utsusu

UNTIL I CAN FORGET YOUR LOVE

* repeat

ENDLESS RAIN, LET ME STAY EVER MORE IN YOUR HEART

LET MY HEART TAKE IN YOUR TEARS, TAKE IN YOUR MEMORIES

* repeat

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I'm walking in the rain

Hurt and soaking wet I don't know where I'm going to

Surrounded by freezing sounds

Thinking about death, I'm questionning myself about the eternity

Until I can forget your love

Sleep is calming me down

It's melting my heart into tranquility

My love is like a spinning top

My shaking body is absorbed by the rose of memory

I keep my love for you to myself

Endless rain, fall on my heart, on my wounded heart

Let me forget all of the hate, all of the sadness

"Days of joy, days of sadness slowly pass me by

As I try to hold you, you are vanishing before me

You're just an illusion

When I'm awaken, my tears have dried in the sand of sleep

I'm a rose blooming in the desert"

It's a dream, I'm in love with you

As long as I'm sleeping I'm holding you in my arms

Endless rain, fall on my heart, on my wounded heart

Let me forget, all of the hate, all of the sadness

I awake from my dream

I can't find my way without you

The dream is over

I cannot express my feelings, so I repeat these words once again

This wall's too high for me

So I'm recalling those memories we use to have together

Until I can forget your love

Endless rain, fall on my heart, on my wounded heart

Let me forget all of the hate, all of the sadness

Endless rain, let me stay

Evermore in your heart

Let my heart take in your tears

Take in your memories

Endless rain, fall on my heart, on my wounded heart

Let me forget all of the hate, all of the sadness...

ENTRY 138

2006-12-06T04:47:00.000-08:00

SWING SWING SWING !!!

er..er..?!?!?!?!

watch-ed dun noe name de show{forget le}x/

爱一个人可以爱到不爱

damn meaningful =DDD

not hang-ing e word 'i love you' around e mouth den will show e love

love need not had to be said (=

but..

forcus-ing on studies iis most important ba =x

so decided to put aside all e things

&& focus on studies first le ba

love hurt && iif can't prevent den will haf to hide x/

试着忘记我走过的路把过去当成一场美丽的一外 =DDD

beautiful happenings xD

hao jiu bu jian ni you xiang wo ma? (x

ENTRY 137

2006-12-05T03:49:00.000-08:00

SURPRISE SURPRISE!

weeeeeeeeeee~!!! =DDD

ii u/d blog neh haas kind of miracle hees dun noe y recently dun feel like u/d-ing blog maybe becoz keep stay-ing at home den nothing special to u/d{tats why} (=

but todae different coz wan u/d alot alot of things ^o^

past 2daes when shopping wif parents den bought shirts & stuffs

den guess nvr tc of myself den get myself into fever x/ {wo hao xin ku!}

but hai hao todae beta le hees (=

DENTAL xD

todae went to dental & took out 1of my tooth if not ii will haf to go for surgery

den ii was think-ing at first

{iif ii dun take out den ii will haf to go for surgery but ii just had a leg surgery}

so in e end decided to take out e tooth =DDD

MIRACLE?=X

ooo gosh! zikun call-ed mii miracle huh?!

3years nvr chat le den suddenly chat on phone for 1hr+

weird-do -.-'''

but was beri happy becoz get to tok to him after all tis years after we broke up

he is my 1st ex so was kinda high =D

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e tooth awwwwwwwwwww~

ENTRY 136

2006-12-02T07:58:00.000-08:00

PHOTOS =D

ENTRY 135

2006-12-01T19:27:00.000-08:00

BACKie !!!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!!!

finally backie from chalet le but ii onli stay 2dae1night coz my leg can't take it

sian-ed right?! x/

at chalet quite bored for mii coz can't walk PROPERLY can't cycle can't rollar blade

so at dere was like eat-ing slp-ing & slack-ing

hees (((((=

took alot of pics but onli some wif mii & e rest wif others

FIRST NIGHT

after reach-ing den slack around awhile den start-ed our BBQ

after BBQ bathe wif my others 3gals

den start-ed to play games in a circle haas!

united class! thansk u thansk u =D

after all e games at around 2 or 3 am+ when to beach

den e distance was like so dman far so half way haf mummy{jas} allan & zilong to carry mi

ps lor nvr kanna carry b4 x/

den sit at e beach till 5am or 6 am+

when back to room & everyone was slp-ing den no space to slp

so mii & vien was sitting outside rest-ing & listen-ing to music hees (=

den allan & jun hao join-ed us

but ii can't take it anymore so lay at e outside space

den di{chein yie} woke up den mii & vien when to slp at his place

ii was so damn tired man!

SECOND DAE

after ii wake up at 10am+ was so dman tired lor

coz slp at 7am+ den wake up at 10am+ was like onli 3hr can?! so tired!

den rest of them went to cycle or rollar blade den ii can't so stay in chalet & slack

but was too tired so went to slp le =D

den blah blah blah le lor nothing special here coz nvr play everyone was slp-ing SOUNDLY

haas! =DDD

but say honestly e chalet to mii was dman torturing

coz everyone was like walk-ing here & dere

hav-ing fun den ii can't do anything so was DMAN BORED

maybe regret going (=

but nvm at least ii noe after tis chalet won't be hang-ing out wif them tis holidae le

cya soon back in sch =D

PHOTOs TIME

mii vien & izza

brought my bear along to e chalet weeeeee~ DEBBI the bear =DDD

e way we throw our shoes here & dere xD

chocolate rose! weeeeeeeeeeeeee~!!! chocolate neh can't reali see e tag x/

CHOCOLATE STORE !!!! =DDD

BIG LOLLIPOP ! YUMMY YUMMY~!!! (=

fish vien qii lin =DDD

ENTRY 134

2006-11-25T05:15:00.000-08:00

Question mark?

hees whole dae play-ing zoo typhoon haas

den somemore plan to do my hw de so hope tomol can finish up e hw given by myself

maybe can start walk-ing w/o any hand action le

hees =D

reali reali hope can go to class chalet

coz iis my 1st time wif frens stay-ing chalet overnight neh x/

so reali reali hope ii can go (=

cousins all went to hongkong disney land le

haas so let's see wat they will get for mii =DDD

muhahaa! (=

ii wan go out walk walk leh ii beri beri beri long nvr go out le

about 2month le ba

iis reali nvr go out lor unless to sch & hospital

sian-ed x/

so hope ii can reali reali walk (=

maybe even w/o uu it makes no different

ENTRY 133

2006-11-24T05:36:00.000-08:00

WINNIE ROCK!

ii love zoo typhoon! haas had been play-ing for 2daes from morn-ing till night

but during e period nvr online coz ii sure nvr tok de

haas! nice game wor =DDD

hees zi-lian wif my winnie pooh given by houyu during sec2 =DDD

ENTRY 132

2006-11-23T05:37:00.000-08:00

TRYING MY VERY BEST

ii will try to be happy de (=

no mood to u/d wateva ii done todae coz everything will be e same

ii still can't walk

3daes {can't walk-ing dae}

younger cousin Pearlie de TEDDY BEARS CHOP

her chop too so cute rite?!

all e chop pictures (=

saw tis pic in a magazine hees male&female clock (= so nice!

ENTRY 131

2006-11-22T03:42:00.000-08:00

MOOD GETTING BETTER! =D

不要轻易地放弃，否则对不起自己

thansk for ppl who tagged

dun worry ii will be fine but just sometime seems to be giving up

thansk for caring wor (=

JIAYOU! JIAYOU! JIAYOU! =DDD

ENTRY 130

2006-11-22T01:39:00.000-08:00

MOODLESS!

曾经走过的昨天越来越远

now not ii think negative iis even put in my best still CANT WALK!

understand le ma?!

be in my shoe & think

y must it be me?!

y didn't ii die off during operation?!

since bring so much troubles & worries to others den as well end off everything

for wat hold-ing on to something tat no matter wat won't improve

for wat try-ing when it wont be back

den y am ii still here?!

ii shouldn't be here anyway

ENTRY 129

2006-11-21T20:28:00.000-08:00

=DDD

alright will be walk-ing toade so hope by tis week reali can walk

hees (=

ii reali hope can go class chalet

but tats while impossible {fac-ing the face}

so can't go anyway den always hop-ing can go shopping wif my gals

but guess tomol shopping iis cancel-ing le x/

sadded rite?!

but quite alright ba used to it anyway (=

so see mii back earliest next year if lastest after march

miss mii till ii am back okie?! =D

-facing the fact-

ENTRY 128

2006-11-21T04:08:00.000-08:00

...

created a teddy bear & my own photo slideshow

ask-ed cari haas coz not sure e website =D thansk you wor

not in a gd mood anyway

seems to be in gd mood or nothing happened but uu can lie to others but not to yrself

will not be going to e class chalet

&will not be going out e whole holidae inculding next year march

e process of walk-ing was difficult & damn slow

todae just learn to use more energy

& ii was like {hello?!just use more energy?!}

so seen e process was slow & difficult so not going to put in any more harkwork

&just let nature take course ii will be doing beri slow

who cares whether it can walk

to mii even can't walk for years doesn't matter le

given up hopes & everything

sorry ppl ii giving up anyway

&!shut up & stop tell-ing mii ii am walk-ing

coz

ii noe I CAN'T WALK

ENTRY 127

2006-11-20T06:16:00.000-08:00

Tiring Day ...

todae reach-ed b4 e appointment time

den wait-ed just awhile den my turn le e nurse saw e cast off

&&& so ii am cast-off le hees (=

BUT

not quite happy bout my leg ba it looks DISGUST-ing

so dun get near mii coz ii will take my leg to shoooo uu off ... ...

abit lame anyway x/

but was reali disappoint-ed tis time round

always tht ii could start walk-ing after tak-ing out & gif everyone a surprise

but my first step just stand-ing up leg put-ing side by side was damn difficult for mii le

so was praticing for quite long & ii nearly faint-ed -.-'''

y am ii so damn weak?!can't just tolerate abit longer .. hais

so todae was reali reali reali beri disappoint-ed

actually suppose to take e photo of my leg to post but guess now

dun need le ba worry-ing to scare uu all off

so decided not to take & not to post e photo =(

sorry ppl ii cant walk ii tried but still ... ...

I CAN'T WALK ANYWAY ='(

ENTRY 126

2006-11-19T05:09:00.000-08:00

WORDS CAN'T DESCRIBE =D

so happy & excited!

can't wait for tomol to come ii walk-ing le neh =p happy for mii ma?!

if happy for mii den must say SHIQI JIAYOU! haas (=

我今天好开心喔!

watch-ing e《微笑PASTA》SMILE PASTA e whole dae damn nice can?!

只要笑一笑没有什么事过不了=D

they r so kawaii in e show lor x/ OMG! CUITEs!

很可爱对吧 (=

so happy de neh =x first time go happy for myself of walk-ing hees maybe going out on Thursdae wif my gals haas abit excited de neh xp hees

can't rmb just now wat ii want-ed to say le la but hor! GARY ii am brave de hor tat time iis reali beri pain &&& tats y ii scream pain hor x/ next time uu pain den uu scream den ii say uu not brave xp somemore becoz of uu ii learn something new haas but e song upload damn damn slow think cannot ba x/ but nvm hor at least ii got put in effort so uu must say 辛苦你了! understand le ma?! ii will prove iit to uu de dun worry!

I AM BRAVE! haas =DDD

who haf smile pasta de song?!ii wan neh x/

明天就辛苦我了haas (=

这世界上的确有人存心想让你难过但是我想说的是这世界上也有人会因为你的难过而难过 =D

那你希望你是哪个人呢?!

wat iif ii reali fall in love wif uu?!

ENTRY 125

2006-11-18T05:26:00.000-08:00

OPPS! =x

omg! smile pasta was so damn nice lor den watch-ed from chapt1-9 den skip till last chapt

haas can't wait for e best

but but but =/

e last chapt onli e best cut everything out liao also dun noe wat happened in between

x/ sian-ed sia!

haas ut coz my SIA la introduce tis show to mi

den make mii watch-ed e whole dae nvr do anything wasted my time neh

haas =DDD

gary tis time reali sick-ed le x/

uu see nvr go see doctor rest earlier & rest more

can't walk so can't go visit uu somemore uu sick-ed le so can't come & let mii visit le

nvm la a few more daes ii can walk den go visit uu (=

must TAKE CARE WOR! =D

alright will be rush-ing like mii like hell onwards le

ii am la ck-ing behind others alot le so time for mii to chase back & not slack-ing

JIAYOU! JIAYOU! JIAYOU! wor =DDD

ii secretly start-ed walk-ing le wor xp

shhhhhhh...... =D

ENTRY 124

2006-11-17T02:40:00.000-08:00

WO AI TAI MEN! =D

A6s finally came vien lin cari fish & mummy =DDD

haas so happy den todae bryan yongsheng wenhong & weixian came too

miracle huh?! =x

but e guys are like been throw to 1side =/ coz hardly tok to them haas

not ii heartless iis they r too shy le muhahaa!

after they went home ii do household neh

ytd night didn't slp my own bed becoz my bed was damn irritating wif dun noe wth de thingy

so vacumn my bed & e whole house

hardworking right?! haas dun prais mii la ii shy shy =D

den was sweat-ing like hell after tat

but nvm must slim down le ii now 162 52kg lor FAT FAT FAT!tats wat ii can think onli

so must reali reali slim down le 162 45-48kg!

JIAYOU! JIAYOU! JIAYOU!

PLANS!

haas okie planning time again! =D

3more daes ii can walk le

20 - 25NOV : walk-ing lesson {must must walk!}

25-29NOV : get used to it & improve!

30NOV-1DEC : class 3dae2night chalet! {so damn excited}

hope ii can go but first must see my leg improvement & parents approvement (=

3-30DEC : maybe every week mon wed fri & sun wan go gym train my stomach & hand

den also improve my leg de muscle & energy uu noe why?!

coz ii wan slim down & ii wan fit fit hees like tat den healthy ma =D

JIAYOU! JIAYOU! JIAYOU!

going to finish all my homework most probably by end of NOV ba

coz ii wan train during DEC ii am serious hao ma?!

whose cares whether e leg will be alrigth by then just let it used to it can le (=

Gary going fall sick le..take care of yrself okie?!where got 1guy keep sick de onli uu ba =/

like tat also cannot ma

tired le den must rest not tiring yrself out understand le ma?!

ben dan dun noe how to take care of yrself =x

next time must call a 24hr maid to take care of uu liao haas =D

TAKE CARE! &&& REST MORE! (=

&no longer hurt anymore

ENTRY 123

2006-11-16T06:05:00.000-08:00

WEEEEEEEEE~!

jiaxin came! =DDD miss her so much hees (=

she bought a heart key chain for mi so nice can?!

tok alot of things in such a short time but forget to take photo -.-'''

but nvm la still got alot of time ahead

hees so next time must take reali alot le

=DDD tc wor

promised ck to call him so ii did call-ed him

see ii so gd leh muhahaa! =D

tomol my gals coming to find mii

miss them so much too! =D

maybe going to chalet MAYBE ONLI hor!

=DDD

mondae going to walk le so excited

wiish mii gd luck wor (=

ENTRY 122

2006-11-15T00:24:00.000-08:00

YESTERDAY NIGHT!

reach-ed home around 1am+ ba

den after tis & tat around 3am+ den slp ba

haas but b4 tat do a survey on my previous entry

=DDD

can say first time doing those survey ba haas

coz ii hardly do any survey

so must be honour =DDD

den todae morning 8am+ den wake up le

piang! slp 5hr+ onli lor

sadded man!

den went down to e last dae of funeral in a blur look -.-

hees den buzy around {not mii of coz} ii mean e adults la

but ii did not went to e burn-ing place wif them =/

was not sad at first but ppl around was cry-ing

so e atmosphere was like quite sad or down =(

every tears iis becoz of saddness & miss-es

finally everything was over no matter how much tears flow

after tat was quite angry becoz those ppl were TOO superstitious

OMG! -.-''' i hate tat!

but after awhile was quite alright (=

PHOTOS (=

before reborn-ing (=

& my cuite cousin DEBBIE

she's so cute! <33

she love mii too!

WINNIE!

look at her! biting her long long hair haas! =D

...sweets on her head haas she iis reali cute okie?! =D

mii & my cousin Sophia hand she taught mii tis haas abit lame ma?!but reali beri sian-ed at dere so no choice ba (=

from eldest to youngest Sophia , Me , Debbie

haas was quite tired now but my poor dad didn't slp from last night till now so he iis going to slp NOW! haas he iis tired okie?!(= everything was over finally so lets haf a new start ba (=

&no longer hurt anymore

ENTRY 121

2006-11-14T09:49:00.000-08:00

Full name: Chua Shi Qi {so proud of myself to haf tis name}
Backwards: cant uu just figure it out yrself?! {weird-do}
Were you named after someone?: of coz not! xp
Meaning of your name: who cares?! haas =D
Nickname/Screen name: kellie {my favourite}
Birthday: 5th Feb 1991
Place of birth: KK Hospital
Nationality: Singaporean {of coz} -.-'''
Current location: home? living room?
Star sign: aquarius
Religion: free-thinker
Height/weight: 162 50kg {abit sensitive can?!}
Shoe size: 6 or 6+ ba {long time nvr buy shoe liao}
Hair colour: black brown?
Face inherited from: 5th Auntie ba ...???
Iinie or outie: don't understand! -.-
Lefty or righty: right
Gender: female {&tats of coz}
Bestfriends/trust most: hmm..vivienphang sia gary..others?!
Guy friends: huh?!
Greatest buddies: vivienphang & sia =D
Bf or gf:ii am a gal of coz find bf la {dot! dot! dot!}
Crush: who doesn't have one?!
Parents: BOTH =D
Worst enemy: dont have!
Best online guy/girl: izzin't e same as best buddies?! { same answer anyway}
Greatest advicer: MYSELF & ME!
Crying partner: ii hate cry-ing!
Any sisters/brothers: 1young sis & 1elder bro
Any pets: ii am scared of it -.-
Any disease: maybe yes maybe no {so stay away!}
Pagers: which century iis tis?!
Cellphone: forget my no. le {who will call their own hp} -.-'''
Pool or hot?: huh?!
A car: maybe yes maybe no in future {ii prefer motor}
Driving: of coz!
Own room: sharing wif sis
Schools: pioneer primary , westwood secondary
Colour: white pink maybe black?
Relationship with parents: getting beta recently becoz of my leg =D
Believe in yourself: not quite ba =x
Love at first sight: NEVER! & NO!
Listening ears: maybe to some onli?
Get along with parents: still can ba (=
Prayers/pray: for?!
Believe in reincarnation: Quite ba..QUITE onli hor!
A teaser?: always? haas =D {too hyper le}
Loves hanging on the phone: not at e moment
Getting married?: nvr think tat far..maybe foreva in relationship ba (=
Loves driving: hai hao la (=
Motion sickness: wat's tis?!
Eat stem of brocolli: ii dun quite like vegetable
Eat chicken with fork: ii also dun quite often eat meat
Dream in colour: too tired hardly dreams but mostly BLACK & WHITE ba
Type your fingers on home role: ... wat's tis again?
Sleep with stuffed animals?: didn't ii say ii scared of animals?!
Person who sleeps next to you: WINNIE!
On the walls of your room: winnie's clock , rainie poster
On your mousepad: WINNIE! {ii love it!}
Dream car: dun noe..cool car maybe?!
Dream date: not at e moment..not in e past..maybe not in e future too {who got think so much de sia} -.-
Honeymoon spot: ii nvr think of getting marry
Dream husband/wife: didn't ii just say NEVER think of marriage BEFORE!
Amunder you bed:dont understand
single most important qns: huh?! can ii dun be single ba..??? (=
bad time of the day: not need-ed to say out anyway {not need-ed for sympathy}
worst fear: animals! especially cats hamster/mouse dogs..many more (=
theme songs: all sorts of
Hardest thing about growing up: getting into a relationship ba
Funniest/scariest experience: been scared by a cat & jump-ed for nothing?!.. -.-'''
silliest experience: dun rmb anything {STM}
worst feeling: giving up e most precious things
greatest feeling: being loved by someone whom uu loved & getting something ii always wish-ed for (=
list 5 people whom u want them do to this survey. anyone la..later sabo them..haas =DDD

ENTRY 120

2006-11-13T04:09:00.000-08:00

STUPID COMPUTER!

okie fine actually start-ed u/d-ing my blog just now

den e stupid com hang den e whole entry gone x/

stupid computer!

okie todae same as ytd at great grandma house did not go down

hees so here slack-ing&u/d my blog AGAIN!

wonder-ing whether Gary start-ed his match le ma?!

or prepar-ing now?!or even slack-ing?!

haas hope he can win (=

JIAYOU!JIAYOU!JIAYOU!

metally jiayou for him coz can't go n watch =/

2more daes will be great grandma's funeral

&&&

7more daes will be my 1st walking dae after e accident

hees abit excited abit worry also =/

wat if tat dae take out le can't walk how?!

ii sure shag till siao de neh

put so much hope on my leg hop-ing it can start walking n go back to e past

den later can't walk den sain-ed le la x/

SO !

hope ii can walk tat dae at least a few steps to make mii happy ba

hehehahahoho! =DDD

&&&

to add on

VIEN CAME TO VISIT MI!

ii miss her so much =DDD vien u sure can reborn hair de

dun worry be happy

ENTRY 119

2006-11-12T01:04:00.000-08:00

Hohohoo!

changed the way of my format-ing le so now iis not right-hand-ed right hand side iis any thing tat iis up to uu hees (=

so going to funeral in a few mintutes time le

BUT

ii am still here typing & u/d-ing blog hees

my previous iis a poem created by myself de wor take hell lots of time

effort okie?! so must appreciate understand le ma?!

hees =DDD

okie then ii going to funeral le later reach great grandma house

den continue u/d-ing wif my blog ... ...

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Hehehahahoho!

okie le (= okie den ytd history replay again

but todae guess 9pm den offline le ba

everydae watch com abit tired le lor sian-ed man! =x

so todae gonna watch e dun noe wat show at 9pm ChannelU

call-ed dun noe wat blue de haas

took photos wif my little cousins but here can't u/d

so MAYBE later gone home

den u/d all e photos ba haas they r so cute! ke ai neh! =DDD

okie fine abit scare now =/

coz alots of sounds going around mii

{those doors or windows}

but lucky todae ii got bring my MP3 wif mii hees (=

JIAYOU! I CAN DO IT DE! =DDD

not meant to be ; fated to be apart not A PART

ENTRY 118

2006-11-11T21:28:00.000-08:00

Let me be what I can be

Go make it easy on yourself

Take this love away from me

I didn't know my right from wrong

Should never hold back in what we believe

find my way waitin' for that brighter day

love just fade away, then I'll get over you

I shouldn't need you in my life

I'm sick of being part time

I don't deserve to suffer

but tomorrow you will simply walk away

you'll never be everything i need

When you wish upon a star ; makes no difference who you are.

And if I could do it all over again

you'll be someone who called my own

I can't promise but i swear i will

no matter how far i'll be where you are

To change whats wrong and make it right

No one can take away someone who lives in your heart

I rather be hated for who i am than loved for who i am not

Whats meant to be will always find its way

If you don't love me so why am i even trying

So take this love away from me

I shoudn't need you in my life

ENTRY 117

2006-11-11T03:50:00.000-08:00

DOOM!

sian-ed! =x now was at at greatgrandma's funeral

but did not go down

coz even go down also seat dere do noth-ing or even dae-dream-ing

{so sian-ed} =/

so now right e feeling was..

-kind of scared actually

-damn lonely

-damn noisy{speaker just beside mi}

-also quite quiet{coz ii in e room so e rest of e house was like damn quiet}

-quite tired{nvr slp well all tis daes}

-damn relax-ing{&tats of coz iif food was beside uu &uu were lay-ing in a damn comfortable chair} hees (=

BUT!

overall I WAS SCARED! =/

SAVE ME QUICK !!!

VISITING

hees (= just now b4 going out GARY n ks came

but sad-ed

ii haf to come to e funeral

long time nvr see them 2 le so hope they r doing fine too

haas =DDD DE-STRESS! DE-STRESS!

okie now wat?!

wat am ii going to do neh?!

start doing hw ma?!

but my hw iis like at e living room but ii dun dare walk out leh =x

den how?!

DIE! DIE! DIE!

ENTRY 116

2006-11-10T09:07:00.000-08:00

Nicholas Tse» Let Me Die

Are we at war tonight

Will there be angels whispering to midnight

Don't wake when lightning strikes

My heart for you is true

Let no one take that from you

Time is running tight

Can't change from wrong to right

So I'll close my eyes and dream a little

Just like how we used to be baby

Its time to say farewell now

No need to cry of feelings

Oh it's alrightI'll end the end of lies

Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you

Let me say these words before I go

I will love you till the end of time

Every breath of mine

I'll hold you by my side

But I'll rest in peace

My sweetheart would you

Let me die in your arms with you

Only you can stop the rain tonight

Only you can change my world from black to white

So I'll close my eyes and dream a little more

Are we at war tonight

Will there be angels whispering to midnight

Don't wake when lightning strikes

Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you

Let me say these words before I go

I will love you till the end of time

Every breath of mine

I'll hold you by my side

But I'll rest in peace

My sweetheart would you

Let me die in your arms with you

Only you can stop the rain tonight

Only you can get me straight to fight

Till the sky is burning

It's the end of timeLook ahead tomorrow

Long and winding road

Keep the faith of mine

Don't let it go

You're the only reason

That I'm growing cold

What would I do

Without you

I will love you till the end of time

Every breath of mine

I'll hold you by my side

But I'll rest in peace

My sweetheart would you

Let me die in your arms with you

Only you can stop the rain tonight

Only you can make my world so bright

Life no longer ends here with you in my heart

In my heart...

ENTRY 115

2006-11-10T08:20:00.000-08:00

... ...

OMG! iis bored to death at funeral dere

=/ cant even join them

cousins all dere on e map praying den mii at e side dae-dream-ing{wo de tian ar}

so decided not going dere anymore but maybe e last dae ba

stay dere or stay home or even elsewhere iis still e same lor

tai ma iis already died & nothing could change e fact

but as long as she live somewhere

deep down in my heart iis enough le (=

lonely =/ hais ...

no matter wat haf to face it on our own

sometimes

feel so tired =/ so helpless

but still uu haf to face it wif a SMILE{fake smile}

iif onli someone iis FOREVA dere

but if everyone want-ed someone to be foreva dere

den who will be e one dere?

since everyone hope someone else dere

den no one will be taking e first move

so e conclusion iis

no matter wat no one will be dere

&&& be more independent

e look on tai ma face was e scariest nightmar ii eva had

will uu be wif mii when ii need uu?!

& who will be e one uu need?

ii hope uu r dere

& ii hope ii am e one

=DDD

ENTRY 114

2006-11-09T19:02:00.000-08:00

BORED TO DEATH !

guess wat?!

I AM BORED TO DEATH SOON!

..................................

at home not fun de nothing to do at all lor

SIAN-ed! xp

SI SIAN-ed DE LOR!

want-ed to change blogskin neh but ii like tis strawberry background

=/ den how?!

can put 2 ma?! or even combine together den make 1blogskin?

haas! (=

den friendster also see till sian-ed liao =/ wan change something different

haas! anew start so a new blogskins & friendster page ma

... muhahaa!

btw right-hand-ed so entry must put right hand side

understand le ma?! =DDD

{abit lame} -.-'''

BUT ii am going bored to death! ... ... ...

ENTRY 113

2006-11-09T06:37:00.000-08:00

IMPROVEMENT

hees got improvement le (=

my leg tat not pain le

&&& ii help-ed GARY with his blog(vien also got help)

start step-ing n put-ing e leg on e ground

PLANs ... ..

TOMORROW

will be going to e funeral

MAYBE finishing poa worksheet

NOVEMBER

*MAYBE going to e chalets

start walking W/O any helps

&&& maybe start eat-ing stuffs tat ii can't eat

DECEMBER

going shopping wif GALS !

&&buy lots of clothes

&&&everydae stay out late at night

haas! =DDD

-you are not the one-

ENTRY 112

2006-11-09T02:59:00.000-08:00

TAI MA : RIP (=

walk e bright road

rest in peace

can go find wai gong le !!! =DDD

ENTRY 111

2006-11-08T02:26:00.000-08:00

TOGETHER-GETHER =D

hees viien came to visit mii

&she bring notes n hw xp how sweet of her (= hees

together-gether (=

love some of tis photos beri much

haas =DDD

&dun noe y just love iit

winnie ROCK !!! hees

OPPs! mii & sis at homeSICK xp

hees my favourite photo haas =D ii am fair

myGHOSTbro & mii =D

my POOR leg wif lots of SIGNITURE (=

my BAOBEIs for life =D spot e mistakes hees =p

fish&qii

hees dun noe y just love all tis photos =D

dere's still some but can't upload it

so nvm le (=

ii wanna be with you ; 爱你好幸福

ENTRY 110

2006-11-07T05:49:00.000-08:00

TIRED LE xD

last night didn't slp well at all so tired *yawn* =x

becoz of e pain ii wake up every now & then now haf eyes bag le tomol must slp till late late iif pain den let it pain la .. hais x/

20NOV e next appointment

tolerate abit more & everything will be over soon

just abit more!

KELLIE CHUA SHI QI U CAN DO IT !

JIAYOU! JIAYOU! JIAYOU! *hip hip hooray* hees

THE PAST ...

saw a JAY CHOU's video clip

so meaningful so nice xD haas

&tis sentence appears

"我已经变了，但也来不及了。。。。"

&suddenly e memories flow back (=

e best sentence to describe e past relationship

BUT

iit doesn't matter now EVERYTHING HAD CHANGED

&NOTHING WILL BE BACK

Being happy doesn't mean everythings perfect it means that you've learnt to look past the imperfections.

Never again will my tears fall for the past him =DDD

ENTRY 109

2006-11-05T23:53:00.000-08:00

YEAH~ !!!

yuppie ! next appointment 20NOV haas next appointment can walk le faster den expected =DDD haas but my hair got abit spoilt nvm la beta den last time can liao too straight not nice haas! so happy so happy !!! =DDD

PAIN !

todae appointment was a nightmare !as usual reach dere n wait slower den last time btu faster den 1st time haas den they push my leg up ! WTH !!!damn pain lor but they say must go beyond wat ii can tolerate den now e leg ankle was like about 90degree le ba xp

PAIN LOR !from just now till now still pain lor

nvm no matter wat ii must tolarate !

ii walked tat difficult path all alone

&ii wanna be with you

ENTRY 108

2006-11-05T06:43:00.000-08:00

Wahahaa !

ii reborn hair le ! hees but no different actuualy onli straighter so nothing new n no new looks still e same haas =DDD thansk for caring ppl ii haf recover form fever haas already been taken care so dun care mii take care le (=

SOMETHING NEW !

done somehting new todae

1) learn to play wif sis

2) start to teach her piano

3) play monopoly wif her

4) no feeling towards e past

&suppressed beyond recall

ENTRY 107

2006-11-03T07:19:00.000-08:00

PHOTO TIME !

OMG ! pig beside mi muhahaa!

MY BAOBEI ! WINNIE POOH~ !!!

naughtyGALs at home hees she got gd results (=

thansk to mii I TEACH DE HOR ! =p

ENTRY 106

2006-11-03T05:04:00.000-08:00

HARDWORK-ING !

muhahaa !todae ii am so hardworking hao ma?!hees xp

e things ii done todae

1) wake-up do household!

(swear like hell can?!)*bleah~*

2)watch princess hour

(e dics spoilt like shit can?!)spent hours watching a dics dun noe wat e hell showing de

LAME -.-'''stupid dics keep spoilt ARGHHHHH !

3)re-arrange ALL e songs in my com/MP3/HP

(200over songs can?!)

4) now u/d-ing blog haas (=

see todae ii guai ma?!MUHAHAA !

die le la comfirm fat liao tis time ii eat alot alot alot of tibits again somemore todae iis reali alot coz watching show den keep eat eat eat & eat dun care le la

TIS TIME SURE DIE LE !!!

which kind soul can tell mi how to slim down when ii can move my leg?!

TEACH MI QUICK !!!

&distress will disappear in history

BUT onces the time stop ; nothing will be LEFT

ENTRY 105

2006-11-02T06:17:00.000-08:00

=DDD

hees (= GARY came n he iis wearing wwss carnival t-shirt

&so am ii

but different year (=

he keep toking on phone xp wif claire haas funny conversation

&especially his expression =D

den he did his research on aging population n hopefully ii will be helping him wif somethings else hees (=

tomol he having match again

his brain cells going to died soon le ba muhahaa !

JIAYOU ! =DDD

will be always here for uu (=

I LOVE VIEN'S ATTITUDE!

&XIN KU NI LE (=